"I AM FINE"

How are we doing?

"Awful"

Yeah ! That's not what most of you would answer.

Yeah - "I am fine" . I usually say these words so randomly as if it comes handy with my thoughts.

Everybody generally says I am fine when they are actually not.

I myself have been living in dark times and felt what scattered world feels like.

We have so many feelings fluctuating each day like they switch so bluntly .

I am really happy and the next moment I won't even talk to you.

Isn't it hard to sometimes understand our own selves?

Lately , I have realised that our being happy or sad affects people around us .

Like, in the blink of an eye my whole world changed because my perception towards it changed.

Yes ! There were days I felt like killing myself because maybe that was just for that moment but is life really that cheap to be taken just like that?

I wept endlessly and had no idea where to go, what to do, whom to share.

I kept telling people - "I am fine ".

I understood from my own experience that it is so important to talk to somebody and our problems are nothing compared to others.

It is so important to do what you actually love.

Stop trying to act like nothing bothers you.

I had my own trick to motivate myself everytime I think I failed.

I checked my pulse and with every beat i felt alive.

Life goes on. No matter what happens.

Don't convince yourself to be fine

Just trick your subconscious mind for something you actually want rather than something which people want from you.

I talk , I share , I have started finding positive in everything and trust me it feels so alive and I feel fearless.

You are fine or not. It doesn't matter to anyone except you.

If you weep , it affects you and your thought process. The world was going on and it will no matter what.

We live in a suffocated world of poisonous people , so it is better to make yourself protected by the armor of positivity and sharing to the people that care.

Next time you say "I am fine" when you are actually fine.

Ciao.